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Heyy readers,

Happy Birthday To Ewan And Izwan (: <3

Lonq time no post huh ? (:
Alot have been qoinq on. So quite busy lately.
Today just bought my school stuffs. Lookinq at all the books make me dizzy.
HAHAHA. Very funny ehk? (: Well, saw reen and hidayah at Popular.
Wooo, ai miz them much. And aida at macdonalds, jyeah pretty lady. (:
Saw kenny too, erm , quite sombong siol. nehhmind. chinese whutt.

Hmm. Have you ever had headaches of choosing the right guy? Well, i just
experience it. Hmm. All boys are quite the same. They sweet talk. Agreee?
No offence to boys :x Hmm. Its kind of hard though. So i decided to stay sgl.
Isnt it better? Well, let me list the advantages and the disadvantages.
The advantages is that, we have FREEDOM. muahaha. Then, we can enjoy
with boys. Well, urm, so nobody could get jeolous. Correct? The disadvantages is,
Hmm, Well, we get bored easily, we've got no companion, easily get jeolous when
seeing ur friends with their other halfs. Right right right? Hmm. Well. The easy way out, is,
do nothing! okae lol. hahahaha. laugh uh -.-

okay, now, what? hmm. okay yeah.

These days, i just realise something, its, about friendship. Its about how we get along
with each other and how we express something. Yup, good friends always stand by your
side, but i realise, its only when u need help or somthing. Its about getting tired of
being someone's friend. Its about not picking up a friend's call just because
they are tired of hearing their good friend's voice. Hmm. Its about keeping their
problems to themselves. Well, i just gotto say, friends do backstab each other :(
Friendship aint only about choosing a friend who will understand u well. Its
also about how u treat that person, and ur reaction to something that they do,
if u care about that person and always update each other. And to be intouch.
Thats what friends do. But one day u realise, u never had that friend. That friend was urself.
I kind of learn that... 

Friends come and go.

Miss My Awesome Peoples :

Hazimah <3 <3 <3 Rabia , ratna , nadia <3 <3 <3 Boomz <3
Skaters <3 Sabrina Lollitop. Mamat Smile (: Ilal, syafiqjoker,
faeez galah, syafiq ali, zack mamat, Fauzi, fikar, rahimi, hafiz ..
many more.. hehe.

Emo On The Way

Depressed Aint Existinq In My Dictionary But ~~

Depression Doesnt Extinct <3

If Love is somethinq eu cant achieve, then dont love.

If Love wasnt supposed to end the way eu want it to be, then just be happy with
what eu qet.

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Time now: [19:50]

Happy For Faeez Galah (: Congrats. Last lonq ayyye.

Just came back. Went lepak with Nana. Bnyk matrep... Lol..
I no mood hor. Heee. No, im happy(: Smile if u enjoy urself today.
Played rain. Wet like a fish. Hmm. But today is a sad day, the last day at
chua chu kanq. ): Hmm. Nehhmind. I'll miss em lots.

Currently emo-inq(: sempat senyum sey. ...

Ai Love The Way Eu Lie

Eu are such a hypocrite. Eu are such a bad boy. Mad boy. This is the reason why
i hate eu so much. Eu shouldn't have lied boy. Eu shouldnt have talked round and
round. Eu are making me confuse. Eu are like a child who is playing with toys.
When eu had enough of the toy,  eu throw it away into the bin. Boy, why are eu
like this? Why have eu become like this? Where is the old eu? I want to see.
I want back eu, the old eu. If i shed a million tears of eu, would eu chanqe?
No, if i put my hand on a blade, would eu change? I want to see eu live ur life
with goodness. Pls i had enough of those dramas. Eu can change ur character.
Not my decision. But why this? Why bad to badder? I hate the new eu.
Eu have chanqed alot. Next time eu wanna leave, .. i should just let u go on.

Love Yes Love No

Cryinq silently like nothinq else matters. I miss u but i cant revive u back.
Boy, i know u are gone. Gone for another girl. And i am here, stuck, alone.
With no one to hold onto. I am a good girl gone bad. Without u by my side,
already hurts me deeply, knowing that u are never coming back to me.
I cant let u go boy. I do not know why. U got my back, but i will never get your back.
But every time i look at u, and every time i see u, i fall in love with u again. But i know
u are hard to please. U forget people easily. U lose your friends easily because u love to find fault.
But boy, i am always being by your side. I will never be your enemy. Yeah, i use the word hate.
But i do not hate u. I treat u like a part of my family. I see that u are happy without me,
and i am glad with it. Continue smiling. Dont ever come  into my life aqain because when u do,
u are the only thing that matters.


JokerS <3

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Time now: [22:05]

I had a fun day today at Marina Baraqe. When the winds were at the most and the temperature so low.
And we ate at Bukit Merah. Wee~~ And on the way home, played wrestlinq inside car. The whole thinq
shook so hard(: That was damn fun. Reached couzi's hse at 7(:

But, when i switched on the computer. When  i loq in to facebook, why everythinq i saw make me
cry in silence? why? makes my heart hurt so much. Why? Every profile now and then has make me
uncomfortable and total undispleasure. Until i cannot speak usually to my friends. Always this feelinq
that makes me feel lonely Yeap, i knw i have a lot of friends. What happen when ur friend, A qo to
your friend B, and they both become close and you are left out? Haiz. I feel like cryinq out loud.
My heart is empty. My heart has broken into a million pieces. Why? Why do i always qive in? And
watch myself beinq hurt? Tell me the reason why. 

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Time now: 15:53
[ currently hearinq qrenade from Bruno Mars ]
Just ate my lunch. Yumm yumm.
Today ai didnt qo out, because Syafiq was sick.
So we decided to cancel our lepak outinq(:
nehhmind, still qt tmr whtt? -.-
Boomz cancelled our anniversary outinq. ):
Ai miss Boomz. Jyah. Ai miz my bff's : Rabia Ratna Nadia Hazimah <3
Today feel lazy(: cos slp at 3 and woke at 9. [ amaciam? baek? ]
ok, frankly, ai miss all budak lpak, aww. : syafiqjoker, chekid istiqlal, namirah, zack, poji parody,
kekek starzy, muhammad rahimi, muhammad fikar, hafiz, ahmad taik lalat [lol], rickson, syukrie,
Ai miss my skaters<3 : iszuandi, arrafi, quzaiqal.
Budak pioneer: Zizi, Syaff, Sara,  Halimatus, many more..
{dunnow what cateqories to put] : Hairulnizam, ali and salaman, refi, [ Kiko and rara <3 ]
Hmm )':
Baby ai want to lpak with em all aqain. But now, what telah happen? ): Im so fcukinq sad.
Missinq my parents and sis back at home. Hee~~ They Are Loved By Me <3
Hmm, ... <3
Buhbye my lovely readers.